Hudson Taylor’s Spiritual Secret (my hero from my youth)

Hudson Taylor was my idol as a young lady and his life of living by faith is an example I need to follow right now as Satan attempts to take over my mind and steal my peace. The main reason I fell so deeply in love with Brent Spiner is because Brent reminds me of Hudson Taylor more than any other man in my life. As a young lady, I wanted to marry a man who had the heart of Hudson Taylor. I have found him in Brent Spiner. Now I need to ensure I remain worthy of Brent by honoring my Lord, obeying his Gail Commandments to me and staying strong in my faith (like Hudson did most of his life).

UPDATE: Getting lots of insight into how Hudson Taylor and George Muller managed their finances. They were very creative in ways to save money and they are inspiring me to do the same. I post this, not to solicit for money, but to share how God provides for us if we have the spirit of waiting on Him and asking Him for wisdom. Jesus told me in 2015 not to spend money on beauticians. I was aghast and said, “What do I do about my hair?” Jesus answered, “How do missionaries cut their hair?” I then decided to buy me some cheap beautician shears for about $12 and learned how to cut my own hair. I also bought a cape to put around me when I cut, so I don’t get hair all over me and some spray bottles (that I also use for my laundry). I also use some razors that I bought. To my amazement, I now cut my own hair better than any beautician could! Because I do it myself, I can give myself cuts more frequently and I look like I spend a lot of money on my hair.

BOTTOM LINE: I’m staying at this apartment because it seems to me staying here will enable me better to do the Gail Commandments. I’m a little concerned over whether I can save $100 a month now that my rent’s gone up and then I just shoot a prayer at Jesus and say, “Well Jesus, I’m more worried about your reputation than I am my needs or my money. That’s why I’m staying here. Now, I’ve done my best. It’s your job to make sure I can do the Gail Commandments. I’m giving you a chance to SHOW OFF! Show the world, through me, that when you tell your child to do something, you will find a way to make it possible to obey you.”

Hudson, like me, gets frustrated, when he has to pay more for something just cuz people are used to a higher standard of living and won’t charge less for services, like rent. He gets frustrated when other people’s desire for a more luxurious lifestyle impacts him, forcing him to pay for their luxuries because they don’t know how to live frugally. Like his missionary community expected a certain standard of living in China and Hudson was forced to pay higher rent for more luxurious accommodations than he really wanted cuz that’s what all the other missionaries were doing and cuz nothing else was available that he could use. It put him in a financial bind. But he learned to turn it over to the Lord.

It goes without saying that I NEVER EAT OUT. I only eat out when my friends or family take me out to eat.

So I’ve been praying to God about my $75 rent increase, which is no surprise to Jesus. I’ve been asking Him, is there any place where I can cut expenses? So I cancelled my Accident and Critical Care Insurance (not the exact same thing as health insurance), which I don’t think I’ll ever end up needing. That saves me about $17 a month. I can’t go any lower on auto insurance, the electric bill or my Internet bill. Phone and cable are free. I have a very basic phone. I’ve never had a phone that allows me to do the Internet or any fancy stuff. That is fine with me. I’m not big into texting. Now that I don’t watch cable T.V. that much, it doesn’t really matter. I’ve cut back on television viewing to give myself more time to write and to not get caught up in the news, which distracts me from my writing. I know Jesus wants me to have the Internet because how else can I obey the Gail Commandments and post a YouTube video every week without the Internet? So that stays.

My Amazon Kindle saves me money on books and I won’t be buying anymore books for now. I’ve used up my Christmas money on that to help with research for my Silver Skies novels in progress. I do not pay extra for WiFi with my Spectrum Internet. I bought a D-Link system at Office Depot a couple years ago (about forty bucks) and use that for WiFi. I did it all myself.

I pay about $96 a year for WordPress website services. I won’t cancel my website because it’s an important way for me to communicate with my followers. My writing income is practically nothing, so I mainly do that as a passion and as my ministry for Jesus. I consider myself a missionary writer. You might say, but if you write better than the pros, you should be able to live off your writing. Not when the most powerful organization in the world (the Jesuit Order) opposes you as a writer. Jesus has shown me how to work around them and get published and be able to eat. To give you an idea of their power, they are behind the censorship happening right now in social media and the mainstream news. I believe Jesus raised up Jeff Bezos and Amazon just for me, so I’d be able to publish for FREE. Jeff went to my high school.

When I feel my book is ready, I publish it all myself and do it all for FREE. I’ve learned how to use Amazon’s system to do it all for free. I design my own covers, set up the manuscript for Kindle and paperback and off it goes. I even do my own audio books for free using my Logitech webcam as my microphone and a free program called Audacity. I use some pantyhose inside a headband as my filter when I speak into the microphone. You might say, how’d you figure out how to do it all? Trial and error and using my brain and researching online. However, I have set very high standards for my work in progress, and I’m determined that though I do it all for free, the reader, when they buy the book, they won’t notice the difference between my book and one published by a fancy publisher. I set very high standards for myself and this book won’t go to the press until it’s BETTER than the books published by mainstream publishers! To me, everything out there seems canned, like it all has the same voice. Authors are too afraid to stand out and have their own voice! You know, our modern 21st century world is so materialistic. Everybody thinks you have to spend money to make it in anything and people end up trusting their pocketbook more than the Lord. Gone are the days of Christians like George Muller and Hudson Taylor, who truly trusted the Lord for their life and finances. I think part of the blame goes to social media, that bombards us with ads day in and day out on spending money! Also, people are too afraid of being different and being “poor” is considered a social calamity. Well, George Muller was “poor” but the Lord provided for him and he can do it for me!

Actually, the Gail Commandments makes decision making easy for me. Jesus said to spend money only on food and bills, so that rules out a move. To move, I’d have to spend money on other than food and bills, because I’d have to spend money on the move. Therefore, I’ve concluded that when it’s time for me to move, my men will cover ALL THE COSTS. They haven’t contacted me about moving. Though I’m giving them until March 29, 2019 to let me know if they want me to move. I have not heard from them since mid-January. If I don’t hear from them by the 29th, I will renew my apartment lease for a year, even though it has increased $75 a month. Not sure of the reasons for their silence, but I have no doubt that Brent would die for me, if he had to. I always give him space when he needs it.

The big challenge for me is to figure out how to save $100 a month (a Gail Commandment). So I reason, well Jesus would not give me this commandment, without making a way to do it. I’m going to focus on cutting expenses everywhere, and see what Jesus comes up with to allow me to obey this Commandment.

This morning Jesus showed me a way that I should only have to grocery shop once a month. I can make my Great Value brand frozen strawberries to last a month, if I eat less of them at bedtime (my favorite food practically), and instead of GV frozen vegetables every night at bedtime, I’ll alternate with a can of mixed vegetables on one night and frozen vegetables on another night.

I eat very little meat, mainly to save money, but also to watch my calories. But Jesus once said a little bit of red meat is good for me. I eat a lot of eggs to compensate for cutting back on meat, fish and chicken. I eat Eggland’s Best eggs, which is a little more expensive than buying the Great Value brand (about six dollars difference a month). I think I’ll buy the Great Value brand from now on and get the big 60 eggs carton, if it’s available (this should last me a month). For chicken, I buy a 6 lb. bag of frozen breasts about once a month. For red meat, I buy 93% ground beef about 2.5 pounds a month. For fish, I buy canned pink salmon (Great Value brand), about 4 cans a month. I have increased my nuts (another of my “sinful” pleasures). I order nuts in bulk to save money. Nuts are the only area where I’m buying some organic and this is cuz that’s all that’s available. I buy organic flax oil about once every two months, cuz organic tastes so much better in flax oil. Nuts also helps me since I’m semi-vegetarian. But I do limit how much I eat of the nuts, so I don’t end up looking like a blimp. But I eat more nuts than the average person does. I eat pumpkin seeds, ground flax seeds, dry roasted peanuts, chia seeds and pumpkin seeds in the shell in combination with my dry cereal (Cheerios) and rice chex. I buy Great Value brand in Cheerios now, to save money. Because nuts are expensive, I order online and buy in bulk. I always get the Great Value brand if available. I do Great Value brand on everything, if I can. It saves me money.

Any ways, by cutting back on my frozen strawberries and only having a small amount at bedtime, increasing my canned vegetables and decreasing frozen vegetables (alternating frozen vegetables one night and canned another night), and buying Great Value brand eggs in place of Eggland’s Best, I may be able to cut my grocery bill a bit every month and make it so that I only need to shop at the grocery store once a month (excluding what I order in bulk online). This will help save money and time. Jesus will work it out.

I like to have two servings of fruit a day: a granny smith apple and strawberries at bedtime. Since I only want to shop once a month, I will buy Walmart brand peaches and pears in their own juice (canned) to tide me over when I run out of apples. I find that if I buy a pack of romaine lettuce, and wash and dry the lettuce and store it in paper towels and a zip lock bag, my lettuce will last me for about 2.5 to 3 weeks. Celery lasts a long time if I dry the celery and store in in paper towels and aluminum foil. I buy enough tomatoes to last 3 weeks (about 6 tomatoes). A 2 lb. bag of carrots last me all month and I store them in bubble wrap in the produce part of my frig when they start looking old. If I need to shop more than once a month, I may just pick up another bag of lettuce, OR I may substitute wakame salad in place of lettuce salad for about a week out of every month. I make the wakame salad from dried seaweed that I reconstitute. I’ve learned you save money, when you make sure to preserve your food and use it all. I try not to waste food. That is key to living on a limited budget.

I can’t stoop to drinking sink water. It tastes yucky. I buy Great Value brand spring water, or Publix spring water in gallon jugs at the store. I do use sink water to boil my rice noodles. But I cook my rice/quinoa with bottled water in the pressure cooker (about every 4 days). I had a reverse osmosis water purifier at one time, but it was such a pain to have to get a plumber to install it, that I no longer use it. Besides, it no longer works. The water in my town is fluoridated, which I HATE. So I just buy bottled water. I hear water filtration systems don’t take out fluoride any ways.

My meat consumption is low, but I do eat some meat mainly to eat a balanced diet (one of the Gail Commandments).

I do spend some money on Asian food. I find my body seems to need seaweed. Perhaps it’s the magnesium. I was also raised on this food. Jesus understands that I was raised on Asian food and I’m sure does not have a problem with me eating Asian. I eat a wakame salad dish, using rice vinegar and chia seeds that is so delicious. I get most of my Asian food from Amazon and Walmart now. I order kombu and wakame in bulk to save money (this will last me for months). In place of sake (very expensive), I use sherry cooking wine in combination with mirin for my cabbage/chicken breast stir fry dish. I buy shiitake mushrooms in bulk (to save money) and rehydrate them for the cabbage stir fry dish. I make an Asian dish comprised of red beans, brown rice, quinoa, kombu seaweed in my pressure cooker and eat this every day. The quinoa is very healthy and helps to offset the fact that I eat very little meat. Organic Great Value quinoa is all that’s available for cheap, so I buy organic here. I top this with a teaspoon of fresh flax oil. Yummy! I’m sure Jesus does not mind that I eat what (to me) is delicious food. By eating a cheap Asian style diet, I don’t feel deprived, I eat a balanced diet and I save a bit of money, because Asians don’t eat a lot of meat.


QUINOA, BROWN RICE AND RED BEANS (with seaweed).

This is a delicious and healthy way to eat quinoa! My own personal recipe. I do a lot of this. Been cooking for a loooong time.

BROWN RICE, QUINOA WITH AZUKI BEANS (healthy and good)

2 cups organic brown rice with quinoa (1 C rice with 1 C quinoa), washed (need a strainer to do this)
one piece of dried kelp, cut into squares
1 cup azuki beans (organic preferred), washed and soaked 6 to 8 hours
4 1/2 cups spring water, including water used to soak azuki beans
small pinch of sea salt
organic flax oil (1 tsp.)

Drain the water from the soaked azuki beans and set aside. Place the beans, kelp, and brown rice with quinoa in a pressure cooker. Add the water used to soak the beans plus fresh water, according to the amount suggested above. Mix the brown rice, quinoa, kelp, and beans. Place the uncovered pressure cooker over a low heat until the water just begins to boil. Add the sea salt, cover, and turn the heat to high. Reduce heat to medium low when the pressure is up. Heat at medium low for 35 to 40 minutes. Remove from heat, allow the pressure to come down, and remove the cover. Allow the rice, beans and quinoa to sit for 4 to 5 minutes before serving. Add about 1 tsp. of organic flax oil (shake the bottle well first or stir it with a stick) on top of your dish and a bit of sea salt for flavoring, mix together. Yummy. You NEVER cook flax oil. Always add it FRESH from the bottle.


https://gabriellechana.blog/2018/05/16/gails-favorite-recipes/

Looks like I can cut grocery costs by buying Great Value brand eggs (the large carton) and cutting back on my frozen strawberries and vegetables and increasing my canned vegetables (in place of the frozen on some nights). With this strategy, I should only have to shop at Walmart once a month at the store. I also like this cuz the days I go grocery shopping, I never get any work done on my writing. Between shopping, bringing in the groceries up flights of stairs and doing my Excel budget to ensure I stay within budget, the whole day goes to the grocery store. I do order a lot of foods online to be able to buy in bulk and save money. Any ways, by making a simple adjustment of ordering Great Value brand eggs over Eggland’s Best and increasing my canned food consumption and decreasing my strawberry consumption, I can save at least thirty dollars a month in groceries.

I surrendered to go to the mission field as a young lady, and even though I pose for Playboy, my motive for doing so is to honor my Lord, by showing the world that Jesus is not a cock blocker. In fact, it was Jesus who encouraged me to do so, but did not order me. On the advice of my men, I only allow those who pay for the pictures to see them. I figure if they pay for it, they will probably be responsible with what they do with them. Jesus is not a cock blocker.

On the other hand, though I have a marriage list, I prefer monogamy, but allow for the list, because many worthy men have striven to support Brent and I and we take on the forces of hell in Satan’s Jesuit Order (currently led by Loree McBride). Jesus does not mind me giving these brave men my love and support. But they need to understand that I desire emotional intimacy above casual sex and really do prefer monogamy. The idea of making love to a bunch of men, like 10,000 is NOT my cup of tea, even if they are all famous and handsome. Actually, fame means nothing to me. I am an INFP and also a devoted Christian. We INFPs do not desire casual flings in our sexual encounters. We desire a deep, intimate relationship and I never want to come together sexually with any man unless we have established a spiritual and emotional bond first.

Hudson broke a lot of the conventions of his time, but he always maintained a life of faith and trusted God to take care of his needs, as long as He followed God’s will for his life. He is an example that I need to follow at this time.

Jesus calls me His favorite. I do not feel worthy to be called this. But I do strive to do God’s will and this has been a concern of mine all my Christian life from Sept. 19, 1971 to now.

My faith has been sorely tested many times. I prayed every day as a young lady that I would only marry in God’s will and asked God to break up any relationship that was not His will and He led me to marry a Jesuit, who was very rigid and who was a secret homosexual having sex with boys. Later, Jesus led me to divorce this person. He also brought Brent Spiner into my life in 1990, while I was married. Looking back, I can see how he used my sociopath husband to cure my rigidity and legalism as a Christian. I was pretty deep into legalism and, unfortunately, Jesus probably needed to put me into that marriage to fix this.

Usually, when my life seems to be chaos and my circumstances seem to be in a flux or “dangerous” or uncertain, I’m about to enter a new passage in my life. Satan takes advantage of these vulnerable times to try and get me off my path. During these times Satan tempts me to doubt and to make decisions based on fear and doubt and not on faith. I ask you all to pray that I won’t let my Lord down at this time, when it appears my expenses exceed my income. Even though, in the past Jesus has miraculously provided, sometimes my faith is weak. Satan works overtime on me and causes all sorts of problems. I am determined to continue the Gail Commandments. No decision is easy for me, because my foe is the Jesuit Order, run by Satan himself, and the Jesuit Order is easily the most powerful organization on earth at this time. Only Jesus Himself himself can overcome them.

Right now I desire more than anything to finish my Silver Skies novels, which I feel will end up masterpieces of literature that Jesus can use to lead people (most especially the Jewish nation) to Him. I feel in my guts that my writings and testimony will be a powerful tool that God can use to lead tribulation saints to Him. I am currently studying the fiction writing craft and striving to write a novel that will have the literary quality of Tolkien, and the spiritual power of the Bible. It’s quite an ambitious undertaking, but, it appears, I may succeed if I don’t allow Satan to sidetrack me. Satan is working overtime on me. I am hit from every angle with attacks of all sorts. Right now, he’s attacking my finances and trying to get me into a fear/doubt mode. If my hunches are correct that my writings will end up a super masterpiece used by God on tribulation saints, this may explain why Satan attacks me so much and why I always feel like I’m under siege. I appreciate prayers from believers for me and my men. We are literally taking on Satan himself and he’s obsessed with us with a ferocity that would take down the average Christian. Jesus has literally had to show up to help us, but sometimes the attacks become so overwhelming and our faith is sorely tried. When this happens, I strive to learn from good examples.

Satan tries to get me off balance, to lose my focus, to disobey the Gail Commandments or to lose myself in the current political debates (which Jesus says won’t make any difference for the tribulation). 

How to Know God’s Will (How to Make Decisions as a Christian)

Satan is really attacking my mind right now, since my rent went up $75.00. I have to admit, I was not expecting this and he’s trying to shake my faith. I refuse to let him! I need to create a page with very important sermons by John MacArthur and listen to them over and over at this stage in my life.

The Gift of Peace: https://www.gty.org/library/articles/P21/The-Gift-of-Peace

If  you do not know the Lord Jesus Christ and want to go to heaven when you die: https://gabriellechana.blog/2017/04/01/how-to-find-heaven-and-god-in-the-church-age/

Silver Skies Characters Keane Horton & Rachel Ben Habbakuk (Myers-Briggs)

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KEANE HORTON CHARACTER ENTP (somewhat like Zack Knight):

Here is another Silver Skies antagonist/villain, who experiences a major character arc. He is Keane Horton (who shares the Antichrist role with Rachel), who chases Brianna around and tries to convince her to marry him. His goal is to destroy Dor’s true love, so that Dor cannot carry out his divine mission for God. He is the debater personality and he always confronts Brianna and Dor about their hypocrisy in their religious service for God. He tries to pose himself as the solution to Brianna’s romantic woes, saying Dor is a weak man not worthy of her. He ends up truly loving another antagonist character, who has the same personality as New Ager Franz Wilhelm (Brianna’s father).

Keane Horton is very much like Zack Knight, ex-Antichrist. The woman he loves truly is very much like Rule 13. Can’t say more or I’ll ruin the book for you. He only became a physician to cover up who he really is, so he’s not your ideal physician, though he’s a genius. He chose to be a surgeon, cuz he likes being inventive with surgery. https://mbtifiction.com/2014/11/08/eleventh-doctor-entp/

This will be a subplot that will mirror the main plot in many ways and help reinforce the theme of the novel about love conquers all.

I think I’ll use this character for comic relief. It gets pretty intense at the end! Click on images below for larger view.
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RACHEL BEN HABAKKUK CHARACTER ESTJ – turbulent (like Loree McBride):

It is important for me to have a three-dimensional antagonist/villain in Silver Skies. The antagonist is Dor’s wife Rachel, who married him to destroy him, knowing in advance that he would be God’s instrument to take down the Antichrist. She plays the role of Antichrist, though I spread this role across several characters at the beginning. Rachel is very much like Loree McBride or Angelina Ballerina (deceased).

She is brutal and only cares about results and meeting her goals. She has the heart of Satan. Her true husband is a Dor clone who will have the same personality profile as Keane Horton: Debater/Inventor. Will use those with the same personalities to contrast those who follow light versus darkness in the same personality profile. Rachel is a combination of the executive personality and the sociopath. Myers Briggs does not address sociopathy that much. To make Rachel believable, she will have an honor code that she abides by when dealing with those she respects. But to gain her respect, you have to be a lowlife and have a sociopath mindset. Click on images below for larger view.

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ENTP & ENFJ relationship between Keane Horton (ENTP) and his true love Jackie (an ENFJ much like Rule 13): https://www.personality-central.com/relationships/entp-enfj-relationship

ENTP in love: https://www.personality-central.com/personality-types/entp-in-love

ENFJ in love: https://www.personality-central.com/personality-types/enfj-in-love

Will use Keane Horton for comic relief. He will be a one-of-a-kind ENTP doctor!

The Russian President character in Silver Skies is patterned after Vladimir Putin, who is ISTJ: https://www.16personalities.com/istj-strengths-and-weaknesses?fbclid=IwAR0ddctLzZEZa6nfG4VlQpCrIN2LKijbXcLHyNjySDd_sGvxIh0pUckljsQ

Anyone of any personality type can be a narcissist (someone who lacks empathy and exploits others). And certainly, one’s Myers-Briggs personality type is not the end-all be-all of someone’s personality, though it can give some accurate insights into one’s behavior and motives. There are many factors that play a role in how personality is manifested in an individual.

But how would each specific MBTI type behave if they were void of empathyLet’s have a look:

INTJs and INTPs as narcissists would take their rational side way too far. They would be the epitome of what we call the “cerebral narcissist,” using twisted logic to rationalize any mess or situation they’ve created. They would be prone to dehumanizing others all in the name of reason. Their logical side would be so overblown that they would fail to have any empathy for victims of unfortunate circumstances or crimes – including the crimes they themselves committed!

INFJs and INFPs as narcissists would abuse their power as changemakers and would be ‘covert’ narcissists – wolves in sheep’s clothing. They would take their perfectionism and ability to cut off relationships to the extreme by frequently ghosting people and criticizing them to the nth degree. Rather than using their platforms to help support the populations they serve, they might attempt to use them to feed their grandiosity.

ENFJs are natural born influencers and ‘teachers’ that would demand that their ‘students’ worship them. As narcissists, they may become predatory and cross boundaries with those they’re ‘educating.’

ENFPs as narcissists would always be seeking validation and attention from others. These would probably be the more ‘vulnerable’ narcissists of the group, using their relationships with others to hide their core sense of shame.

ENTJs and ESTJs are known for their bluntness, business acumen and ability to lead. As narcissists, however, their leadership would become a dictatorship. They would micromanage people and overpower them – not for the purpose of organizational efficiency, but for the purpose of feeling superior.

ENTPs and ESTPs are natural-born devil’s advocates, so as narcissists, this trait would be exaggerated in their ability to provoke and demean others. They would argue in favor of horrific crimes or blatant inequalities just to get a rise out of the people they’re debating with. They would be hypercritical and abrasive, as well as emotionally abusive. Their cruel bluntness would be disguised as, “That’s just the way I am.”

ESFJas narcissists would create enmeshed relationships and have no problem violating the boundaries of others. As healthy individuals, they are empathic and giving. But as narcissists, they would ‘give’ only to get back. They may give the bare minimum to people and demand the maximum in return.

ESFPs are socialites who tend to be the life of the party. As narcissists, they would create harems of adoring fans that cater to their every need and ‘get off’ on all of the attention they’re receiving. They love to be the center of attention and would be perpetual spotlight-hoggers. They are also very into aesthetics, so they may present as a more ‘somatic’ narcissist – someone overly obsessed with their looks and appearance.

ISTJs as narcissists would stonewall their partners, shutting down arguments even before they’ve had a chance to begin. They would be extremely traditional in the way they view things and use moralistic thinking to control others, all while engaging in hypocritical behavior behind closed doors. In the realm of work, they would gravitate towards careers in power – such as that of law enforcement – just to abuse their power and get away with it.

ISFPs and ISTPs are gentle as non-narcissists, but as narcissists would present as pessimistic misanthropes. They would be the ones constantly griping about how unfair the world is, how they’re always the victim and how they never get their fair share. They would work to underhandedly sabotage anyone who has what they covet.

ISFJs are generous to a fault as non-narcissists. However, as narcissists, they would present as the quintessential covert, shy and introverted helper with a hidden entitled streak. Although they will appear humble at the onset, make no mistake, they will be taking note of everything they do for you and any time they feel they’re not getting the attention or appreciation they deserve. They will lash out in a terrifying display of narcissistic rage if they don’t get what they want.


Silver Skies Characters Franz Wilhelm & Paula Wilhelm (Myers-Briggs): https://gabriellechana.blog/2019/03/13/silver-skies-characters-franz-paula-wilhelm-myers-briggs/


Silver Skies Characters Dor Ben Habakkuk & Brianna Wilhelm (Myers-Briggs): https://gabriellechana.blog/2019/03/05/i-take-the-myers-briggs-test-for-my-silver-skies-characters/

Silver Skies Characters Franz & Paula Wilhelm (Myers-Briggs)

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PAULA AND FRANZ WILHELM RELATIONSHIP:

Building the ISFJ – ENFJ relationship: https://www.personality-central.com/relationships/isfj-enfj-relationship

FRANZ WILHELM CHARACTER (ENFJ):

I had to take the test three times to get this character. The first time I got Commander, which isn’t him at all. The next time, I got Mediator, which is ME and it’s not him either. I got it right on the third try. He’s Protagonist. I have to admit this character is a conundrum. He’s a private investigator, but he does his work for the government in secret and is a big New Ager trying to help the government bring in the New Age. He doesn’t really know who he is for most of the book. His heart is in politics and his dreams. He’s a very complex character and I still need to research more for him. But he’s not shallow and callous. I had trouble getting into him, because I’ve been ignoring him in favor of the other two characters. When I get down to actually writing him, it will be after all my research is finished and I should do well then.

Franz Wilhelm is the most conflicted of all the characters and has the deepest character arc. Yet I don’t make him the main main character, because the Dor character is a strong Mentor character that I need for the last third of the book. Dor also experiences a strong character arc, but he’s the MOVER of the book. He makes things happen, inspired by his true love Brianna. Dor is the one who moves mountains. Brianna inspires him and Franz starts off sorta evil and transforms. I enjoy writing stories about “evil” characters who transform. In fact, the next book in the Silver Skies series will feature a main main character who is a dark character who transforms. I mainly put Franz into the book, to give the story emotional breadth and show the viewpoint of the antagonist from another angle. The woman he dates (Jackie) is the same is he in personality. She will end up with another character who is very important in the book.

In fact, I credit my writing for giving me the insights to lead the Antichrist Zack Knight to Jesus. I understood this guy by observing him to make him a character in my novels.

You might say, how can you, being a woman, write male leads? Well, I’ve been studying men all my life. It’s my passion. I know them pretty well now. And the King David genes are strong in me, so in some respects I’m manly.

His wife Paula is an ISFJ and she nags him too much, which led him to have an affair of sorts. She thinks his views are crazy and let’s him know. Click on images below for larger views.

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PAULA WILHELM CHARACTER (ISFJ): https://www.16personalities.com/isfj-personality

The Russian President character in Silver Skies is patterned after Vladimir Putin, who is ISTJ: https://www.16personalities.com/istj-strengths-and-weaknesses?fbclid=IwAR0ddctLzZEZa6nfG4VlQpCrIN2LKijbXcLHyNjySDd_sGvxIh0pUckljsQ

Anyone of any personality type can be a narcissist (someone who lacks empathy and exploits others). And certainly, one’s Myers-Briggs personality type is not the end-all be-all of someone’s personality, though it can give some accurate insights into one’s behavior and motives. There are many factors that play a role in how personality is manifested in an individual.

But how would each specific MBTI type behave if they were void of empathyLet’s have a look:

INTJs and INTPs as narcissists would take their rational side way too far. They would be the epitome of what we call the “cerebral narcissist,” using twisted logic to rationalize any mess or situation they’ve created. They would be prone to dehumanizing others all in the name of reason. Their logical side would be so overblown that they would fail to have any empathy for victims of unfortunate circumstances or crimes – including the crimes they themselves committed!

INFJs and INFPs as narcissists would abuse their power as changemakers and would be ‘covert’ narcissists – wolves in sheep’s clothing. They would take their perfectionism and ability to cut off relationships to the extreme by frequently ghosting people and criticizing them to the nth degree. Rather than using their platforms to help support the populations they serve, they might attempt to use them to feed their grandiosity.

ENFJs are natural born influencers and ‘teachers’ that would demand that their ‘students’ worship them. As narcissists, they may become predatory and cross boundaries with those they’re ‘educating.’

ENFPs as narcissists would always be seeking validation and attention from others. These would probably be the more ‘vulnerable’ narcissists of the group, using their relationships with others to hide their core sense of shame.

ENTJs and ESTJs are known for their bluntness, business acumen and ability to lead. As narcissists, however, their leadership would become a dictatorship. They would micromanage people and overpower them – not for the purpose of organizational efficiency, but for the purpose of feeling superior.

ENTPs and ESTPs are natural-born devil’s advocates, so as narcissists, this trait would be exaggerated in their ability to provoke and demean others. They would argue in favor of horrific crimes or blatant inequalities just to get a rise out of the people they’re debating with. They would be hypercritical and abrasive, as well as emotionally abusive. Their cruel bluntness would be disguised as, “That’s just the way I am.”

ESFJas narcissists would create enmeshed relationships and have no problem violating the boundaries of others. As healthy individuals, they are empathic and giving. But as narcissists, they would ‘give’ only to get back. They may give the bare minimum to people and demand the maximum in return.

ESFPs are socialites who tend to be the life of the party. As narcissists, they would create harems of adoring fans that cater to their every need and ‘get off’ on all of the attention they’re receiving. They love to be the center of attention and would be perpetual spotlight-hoggers. They are also very into aesthetics, so they may present as a more ‘somatic’ narcissist – someone overly obsessed with their looks and appearance.

ISTJs as narcissists would stonewall their partners, shutting down arguments even before they’ve had a chance to begin. They would be extremely traditional in the way they view things and use moralistic thinking to control others, all while engaging in hypocritical behavior behind closed doors. In the realm of work, they would gravitate towards careers in power – such as that of law enforcement – just to abuse their power and get away with it.

ISFPs and ISTPs are gentle as non-narcissists, but as narcissists would present as pessimistic misanthropes. They would be the ones constantly griping about how unfair the world is, how they’re always the victim and how they never get their fair share. They would work to underhandedly sabotage anyone who has what they covet.

ISFJs are generous to a fault as non-narcissists. However, as narcissists, they would present as the quintessential covert, shy and introverted helper with a hidden entitled streak. Although they will appear humble at the onset, make no mistake, they will be taking note of everything they do for you and any time they feel they’re not getting the attention or appreciation they deserve. They will lash out in a terrifying display of narcissistic rage if they don’t get what they want.


Silver Skies Characters Keane Horton & Rachel Ben Habakkuk (Myers-Briggs): https://gabriellechana.blog/2019/03/13/silver-skies-characters-keane-horton-rachel-ben-habbakuk-myers-briggs/


Silver Skies Characters Dor Ben Habakkuk & Brianna Wilhelm (Myers-Briggs): https://gabriellechana.blog/2019/03/05/i-take-the-myers-briggs-test-for-my-silver-skies-characters/

Silver Skies 1996 Version to Feature Loree McBride, Brent Spiner CLONE

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For those who are waiting for my masterpiece to come out, I am working very hard on this novel, because I want it to be as true to reality as possible. I have done a deep and thorough study of Bible prophecy, so that this novel may well end up being a prophecy. Those of you who have read my Silver Skies novel, where I have published the first two-thirds with a crappy ending, may notice that I worked clones into the story, but it didn’t work, because I just tacked it on at the end without it being an organic part of the story all along.

My biggest complaint about today’s authors is that they all sound alike and very few have a unique, stand-out literary voice. I hope to break that trend and be a true STAND OUT VOICE in literature. The forces aligned against me are titanic, but I have Jesus and the talent he’s given me on my side. To do this, I’ll have to work outside mainstream publishing because Loree McBride regulates that, which explains why everything sounds the same.

Most who publish independently are not as committed to the writing craft as I am and take shortcuts that make their writing appear sloppy and not professional and they fail to develop their characters, theme and plot enough to write something that makes a difference OR they are obsessed with trying to write something that is “professional” and end up drowning their unique voice because they yearn to be professionally published. I don’t GIVE A FLIP about professional publication and am PROUD to be INDEPENDENTLY published. I choose independence because I want my own UNIQUE VOICE TO SHINE and not be drowned out just cuz I don’t meet some guidelines. I FLAUNT the guidelines and write a truthful story, even if I’m the only one doing it. I write with the motive to write something that will last for posterity. I have been working on Silver Skies since 1993, but admit to a long time of writer’s block. I finished two-thirds in the 1990s and then just dropped it. But I have a vision for the last third now and this book is gonna be great.

You might say, you should give your book to readers. I have chosen not to do this for several reasons: 1) the ones who have the ability to critique it accurately will probably be too kind to me, 2) the rest, those who critique it unfairly, will be a waste of my time. As an intuitive writer, I use my intuition to critique it. I read it and see if it affects me emotionally. If not, I know I need to get back to work! God has given me the ability to critique my own writing. I usually only have to sit on it for a month at the most and I can pick it up and see what’s wrong and what’s right. This is a God-given talent that I have. So when I finish Silver Skies 1996 Version, I will immediately get to work on its sequel Silver Skies: The Millennium, and then, after about a month, will take a look at Silver Skies 1996 Version and see if I still like it. Then after I give it a final polish, out it goes!

I am in NO HURRY. You can’t write a masterpiece overnight. But the book is coming along.

Let’s just put it this way, I am confident when I finish this book that it will make no. 1 on the New York Times bestseller list again. Of course, you never hear about this in mainstream news and I never make money off of it. Loree ensures that I remain a “poor” writer. But when I read it and cry, that is my payment.

When I finish Silver Skies 1996 Version, I will remove the current Silver Skies that I have available at Amazon. This version I am currently working on, is the one I want the world to see. https://gabriellechana.blog/silver-skies-1996-version/

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You see, when I wrote Silver Skies in the 1990s I was unaware of cloning technology and that Loree McBride is a clone. I just thought she was a crazy Vatican agent. In fact, I wasn’t even aware of Loree McBride! So the mere fact that I created a villain who is so much like her, attests to my brilliance in creating characters. Now I realize that the existence of clones has a major impact on all that’s happening in our world today, especially in politics, the media and among those who have influence in our world.

I will market the novel as an epic Christian fantasy novel, but the novel is very autobiographical.

“Most of the events in Silver Skies are a matter of history, with future events depicted according to the author’s understanding of Bible prophecy. There may be persons alive who took part in events similar to those described in the book. But the author has extrapolated from fact and created mostly fictional characters. Though most characters are based on real life persons in the author’s life, none of them is one hundred percent like the real life person, except that the author believes clones do exist and play a major role in current events and will play a role in future events. Names have been changed though and no character has the name of the person they resemble. Like occurs in real life, the author will portray clones as operating undercover while impersonating the famous people they steal identities from. Because these views are deemed paranoid schizophrenic, the author chooses to publish independently, and won’t waste her time using (or trying to use) traditional publishers or literary agents. Despite this, the author has striven to write a book that is ‘traditional publisher worthy’ in every way and hopefully, will transform the readers. Though the author markets this as Christian epic fantasy, she thinks it will be one of the most truthful, thoughtful and layered books to hit the markets in a millennium with a deep emotional resonance that will move the readers (with a blend between Colleen McCullough’s The Thornbirds and Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings in its “voice”). In fact, the author believes future tribulation saints will read this like a prophecy. Loree McBride and the Jesuits, using clone versions of the Internet, steal monies from those who expose them, so the author expects to make almost nothing from this book, except when she gets to heaven, where Jesus will give her five crowns (crown of righteousness, crown of life, crown of glory, crown of incorruption, crown of rejoicing). This novel is a labor of love that honors true love.”

How can I do this without losing money when Loree McBride steals 98% or more of my writing proceeds? I create and design all my own books. I do all the editing, all the writing, all the marketing, all the covers, all the design, all the manuscript submission to Amazon. Amazon has a great set up for writers who have a little bit of computer know-how and know how to design and market their own books. I use GIMP to design my book covers. I use Microsoft Word to do the writing and the outlines. I edit myself. You can operate at very minimal cost this way. The Lord has given me talent in all the areas I need to put out the book. I am an artist, writer, book cover designer and good at English. Though I’ll admit, I sometimes flaunt the grammar rules to have my own style. I have learned how to set up the manuscript for Amazon publication and Amazon allows author to do this all for free if they know how to do it.

I only spend money on food and bills and live very frugally. I even cut my own hair! I live like a missionary. I bought some beautician sheers and figured out how to cut my own hair. It’s amazing what you can learn when you put your mind to it! I’ve been coloring my own hair since 2001.

The area where it’s costing me, is that I’ve had to buy some books on writing craft, for research and for inspiration to help me with the actual writing. But I don’t pay anybody for marketing, publishing or creating my book. I do it all myself! The book is not ready to be published until I can read it and CRY because of the catharsis I get from reading it. I have already written the ending, so I know what I’m working towards. You might say, what if it only makes YOU cry? I’m pretty picky about what makes me cry, folks! I’m not given to overt sentimentality.

I’m, apparently, very talented.

I paid a publisher once to publish, BIG MISTAKE, cuz the Jesuits took over RoseDog books. I’ve learned to do it all myself. That way I can BE SURE that the book turns out the way I want. Jesuits always take over anybody or any company who tries to help me write, publish or market a book, so I’m a very INDEPENDENT writer.

Just think, back in Emily Bronte’s day, they didn’t have computers, fancy publishers, marketers, etc. and Emily Bronte’s Wuthering Heights is far better than most of what’s coming out today by big name writers who pay for all this fancy stuff. You don’t need all this stuff to write great.

You might say, but what about Amazon? Fortunately, for me, Jeff Bezos is a graduate of Miami Palmetto Sr. High, where I went to high school and one of my biggest fans. Amazon has been a great place for me to publish my books. If you’ve noticed, I’ve never criticized Jeff Bezos. Not saying he’s perfect, but he’s treated me right. There are a lot of problems in the world, but, to me, the greatest problem is Loree McBride and her sidekick Satan! So that’s who I’m focused on, not all this other stuff. Jesus does not want me focused on today’s politics. He says this stuff makes no difference for the future tribulation.

You might say, you will get sued for defamation. Well, the parts that are negative and resemble real life are TRUE and you can’t sue for defamation and win, when it’s TRUE. If they want to go after me for defamation, they’ll have to go through my men first and Judge Terrance Jenkins (one of my men) is a Harvard Law School graduate. I’m not going to state which character is patterned after Loree or which is patterned after the Brent Spiner clone (will ruin the book for you), but the readers will figure it out!

In actuality, Silver Skies must be pretty good, because Steven Spielberg made a movie based on the first two-thirds which I wrote in the 1990s. Unfortunately, I rewrote what I did in the 1990s and made it worse (and that’s what’s up at Amazon right now) and the movie is not based on my horrible rewrites but what I originally wrote. Spielberg will probably love the ending I am creating for Silver Skies now. Once I finish Silver Skies 1996 Version, I will remove what I have up at Amazon. I can’t seem to remove the RoseDog books version. I don’t know why, even though I told them to take it down.

You might say, but you did horrible rewrites, so you must not be talented at critiquing your own work. I did the rewrites when I wasn’t up on the writing craft (I hadn’t been working on my writing for years at the time) and just did them fast to give Spielberg an ending to the movie he made from the book. But that’s not the case today. I deliberately reread all the craft books that made me the writer I was in the 1990s and am getting back to the mindset I had back then when I wrote the first two-thirds (which is masterpiece, by the way). Now, when I read the work, I tune into my intuition and listen to it. That’s how I critiqued it in the 1990s. I’m back where I was then! I have relearned the craft that I had forgotten.

Oh, by the way, when I wrote the first two-thirds I didn’t give it to readers. I critiqued it myself using my intuition. That is how I will operate when I write the last part of Silver Skies 1996 Version. I have brilliant intuition that operates at high genius level. As long as I’m in “the zone” and allow my intuition to operate while I work on it, this book will be great.

What works for me probably won’t work for most writers, unless they are intuitive types like I am. So don’t assume that my way is the only way or that I feel my way is the only way. I also understand that writers need to eat. Because I don’t need writing money to survive, this frees me up to write for passion and not get so stressed out that I can’t write cuz of bill collectors at my door. Believe me, I’ve been there and you can’t write when you have to obsess about the bills. I’m not rich by any means, but I’m not worried about bill collectors either. It’s amazing how much you can live on, if you just buy only what you need for food and bills. I also have strong faith in Jesus and know he will take care of me. I take it one day at a time. I make some sacrifices that some people wouldn’t be comfortable with, but money is not my God and I trust Jesus to take care of me.

I never eat out. I don’t worry about going to the dentist, but I take very good care of my teeth using my Sonicaire electric toothbrush. I never have been an “eat out” type of person any ways. I cook everything from scratch. I drive around in a rusty old car and am trusting Jesus to keep that going until I can get another one. But I’m able to write (my passion) and consider myself lucky for this reason. I paid off all my credit cards and don’t live in debt, which I consider a sin, by the way. I ripped up all my credit cards. The Bible says to owe no man anything. I don’t take out loans. I don’t use credit cards.

I follow the Gail Commandments and this keeps me healthy. https://gabriellechana.blog/2018/05/06/gail-commandments/

I’ve learned, like the great missionary, James Hudson Taylor, that I can live on a lot less than I previously thought possible.

Steven Spielberg and my men have worked on the Silver Skies movie as a labor of love. Latest I heard is that it is not available mainstream and is offered for free to the public where it’s shown at certain select theaters. I started off my fiction writing career as a screenwriter and so when I abandoned screenwriting and went to novels, I transferred the strengths I gained as a screenwriter. For this reason, my novels have strong characters, plots, and dialogue.

I approached writing a novel, by thinking of it as a movie in my mind, forming pictures and sounds in my mind that I put onto the page. It took some practice, but now I’m good at it. I personally think screenwriting training is great training for a novelist. It forces you to think deeply about the characters, theme and plot. Once you master this, then you can work on getting the words right (the “voice”). But when you know your character deeply, you can write from intuition getting into your character’s soul and then the words just flow, as if the character takes you over and writes the words for you. In fact, some of the craft books that have been the most helpful to me as a novelist, have been books about screenwriting. Perhaps this is why Spielberg loves my stories!

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Gail Chord Schuler HEXACO Test Results

HEXACO Results Gail

What it all means: http://hexaco.org/scaledescriptions

If you want to take the test: http://hexaco.org/hexaco-online

If you are an INFJ, INFP, ENFJ or ENFP, you need to read The INFJ Writer, especially if you are a writer! Lauren really helps you understand what makes you as an NF type tick and how to apply that to your work. https://gabriellechana.blog/2019/03/04/lauren-sapala-a-great-writer-to-watch/

I tried very hard to answer honestly. I  want the world to know what I scored, not because I think I’m better than everybody else, but to show that how Loree McBride tries to portray me to the world is woefully inaccurate. I am not a crazy, paranoid schizophrenic!

My honesty/humility score is 4.31, way above average. My courage is not based on arrogance, but on devotion to my purpose (to help Jesus make this world a better place).

My emotionality score is 2.75, below average. This is probably because I try very hard to be objective and not allow emotion to influence my judgment. This is how I am able to make videos that call a spade a spade, and make Loree fuming mad at me. Also, with a high altruism score, and knowing that Loree is against everything that I feel makes the world a beautiful place, I’m highly motivated to take her down as long as she remains a toxic person. I could forgive her in a second, if she ever got right with God. But my objective side says this is highly unlikely, not with Satan feeding her on and enabling her to be evil. Unlike Zack Knight, she’s a sociopath. Zack had a mild case of narcissism, so he was reachable. As they say, never cross an INFP or try to block an INFP from following their life’s purpose (something they believe in), which is what Loree does to me. An INFP will climb mountains to oppose anyone who tries to block the INFP from doing his life’s mission!

My eXtraversion score is 2.88, meaning I have a tendency toward introversion. This is true. I dislike crowds and need time alone to think about life and daydream.

My agreeableness score is very high at 3.88 (almost off the charts high), meaning I am very forgiving, gentle, flexible and patient. Loree interprets this to mean I suffer from delusions and am easy prey to con artists. No, I’m just a very forgiving person. With a low emotionality score, I tend to be objective and see people for what they are.

My conscientiousness score at 3.31 is slightly below average, meaning I am not strong in discipline and organization. This is because I am a creative, free spirit. I admit this is probably one of my weaknesses and Jesus has told me to work on this. Probably one of the reasons he gave me the Gail Commandments. https://gabriellechana.blog/2018/05/06/gail-commandments/

My openness to experience is above average at 4.0, indicating that I am a creative, free spirit and tend to flaunt social conventions.

My altruism is high at 4.25, meaning I live for others more than for myself.

 

Silver Skies Characters Dor Ben Habakkuk & Brianna Wilhelm (Myers-Briggs)

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BRIANNA WILHELM CHARACTER ESFJ:

I took the Myers Briggs test for my Silver Skies main character Brianna Wilhelm. I listen to the music playlist I composed for each character while taking the test for them. This is my female lead (nurse and teacher), a very important character. She’s a catalyst character, always going first into thresholds and is very supportive of the lead character Dor. She’s a full fledged heroine in her own right and I have great admiration for her. She has a tendency to get impatient with her lover Dor, thinking he needs to take more risks in the romance department.

Brianna reminds me of who I THOUGHT I was when I was young and unformed. I just go back into the person that I tried to force myself to be when I was a young lady. It was not a bad person, but not who I am. Brianna has to learn to accept the intuitive type, which she admires but does not understand well. I am undecided whether to give her a strong character arc. I may figure it out during the writing. She is the one who changes the least, though. Her strong faith in Jesus sustains her through much of the story and her main problem is that she needs to understand and respect differences between people. But she’s extraordinarily brave and committed.

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DOR BEN HABAKKUK CHARACTER INFJ:

Dor is a rabbi and scholar, with a passionate soul. He is very idealistic and has big dreams. He is a very important character in Silver Skies and inspired by his great love for Brianna, will climb mountains in the story!

These Myers Briggs test usually pair up extroverts with introverts and both Brent and I are introverts. I think the reason Brent and I work so well, is that Brent has healed my insecurities and I am now a confident introvert, who acts much like an extrovert, and so introvert Brent and I work well together. Because I’m an introvert, I understand him well and give him the space he needs. On the other hand, being a confident introvert, I give him the extrovert balance he needs.

Dor Ben Habakkuk is more like Brent Spiner than any other character in Silver Skies. If you click on any of the images below, they will open to a separate page.

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DOR AND BRIANNA RELATIONSHIP:

As a romance writer, gotta focus on those relationships in my novel! But my romances are also epic and fantasy. Building the INFJ – ESFJ relationship: https://www.personality-central.com/relationships/infp-esfj-relationship

Interesting that Jesus Christ, Ralph of The Thornbirds, and Brent Spiner and Dor Ben Habakkuk are INFJ. Dor will change history in Silver Skies and his actions will be instrumental in transforming the entire earth. Brianna will be his inspiration, to show that kindness is powerful. An ESFJ character that is close to Brianna Wilhelm is Dorothy of Wizard of Oz. Catherine Earnshaw of Wuthering Heights, though female, is close to Franz Wilhelm as an EFNJ. This is why Franz Wilhelm is drawn to the New Age movement, because he is a real free spirit. His wife Paula (ISFJ) is more of a traditionalist like Christine (ISFJ) from Phantom of the Opera. CHARACTERS IN STORIES AND THEIR TYPES: https://funkymbtifiction.tumblr.com/characterlist

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The Russian President character in Silver Skies is patterned after Vladimir Putin, who is ISTJ: https://www.16personalities.com/istj-strengths-and-weaknesses?fbclid=IwAR0ddctLzZEZa6nfG4VlQpCrIN2LKijbXcLHyNjySDd_sGvxIh0pUckljsQ

Anyone of any personality type can be a narcissist (someone who lacks empathy and exploits others). And certainly, one’s Myers-Briggs personality type is not the end-all be-all of someone’s personality, though it can give some accurate insights into one’s behavior and motives. There are many factors that play a role in how personality is manifested in an individual.

But how would each specific MBTI type behave if they were void of empathyLet’s have a look:

INTJs and INTPs as narcissists would take their rational side way too far. They would be the epitome of what we call the “cerebral narcissist,” using twisted logic to rationalize any mess or situation they’ve created. They would be prone to dehumanizing others all in the name of reason. Their logical side would be so overblown that they would fail to have any empathy for victims of unfortunate circumstances or crimes – including the crimes they themselves committed!

INFJs and INFPs as narcissists would abuse their power as changemakers and would be ‘covert’ narcissists – wolves in sheep’s clothing. They would take their perfectionism and ability to cut off relationships to the extreme by frequently ghosting people and criticizing them to the nth degree. Rather than using their platforms to help support the populations they serve, they might attempt to use them to feed their grandiosity.

ENFJs are natural born influencers and ‘teachers’ that would demand that their ‘students’ worship them. As narcissists, they may become predatory and cross boundaries with those they’re ‘educating.’

ENFPs as narcissists would always be seeking validation and attention from others. These would probably be the more ‘vulnerable’ narcissists of the group, using their relationships with others to hide their core sense of shame.

ENTJs and ESTJs are known for their bluntness, business acumen and ability to lead. As narcissists, however, their leadership would become a dictatorship. They would micromanage people and overpower them – not for the purpose of organizational efficiency, but for the purpose of feeling superior.

ENTPs and ESTPs are natural-born devil’s advocates, so as narcissists, this trait would be exaggerated in their ability to provoke and demean others. They would argue in favor of horrific crimes or blatant inequalities just to get a rise out of the people they’re debating with. They would be hypercritical and abrasive, as well as emotionally abusive. Their cruel bluntness would be disguised as, “That’s just the way I am.”

ESFJas narcissists would create enmeshed relationships and have no problem violating the boundaries of others. As healthy individuals, they are empathic and giving. But as narcissists, they would ‘give’ only to get back. They may give the bare minimum to people and demand the maximum in return.

ESFPs are socialites who tend to be the life of the party. As narcissists, they would create harems of adoring fans that cater to their every need and ‘get off’ on all of the attention they’re receiving. They love to be the center of attention and would be perpetual spotlight-hoggers. They are also very into aesthetics, so they may present as a more ‘somatic’ narcissist – someone overly obsessed with their looks and appearance.

ISTJs as narcissists would stonewall their partners, shutting down arguments even before they’ve had a chance to begin. They would be extremely traditional in the way they view things and use moralistic thinking to control others, all while engaging in hypocritical behavior behind closed doors. In the realm of work, they would gravitate towards careers in power – such as that of law enforcement – just to abuse their power and get away with it.

ISFPs and ISTPs are gentle as non-narcissists, but as narcissists would present as pessimistic misanthropes. They would be the ones constantly griping about how unfair the world is, how they’re always the victim and how they never get their fair share. They would work to underhandedly sabotage anyone who has what they covet.

ISFJs are generous to a fault as non-narcissists. However, as narcissists, they would present as the quintessential covert, shy and introverted helper with a hidden entitled streak. Although they will appear humble at the onset, make no mistake, they will be taking note of everything they do for you and any time they feel they’re not getting the attention or appreciation they deserve. They will lash out in a terrifying display of narcissistic rage if they don’t get what they want.


Silver Skies Characters Franz Wilhelm & Paula Wilhelm (Myers-Briggs): https://gabriellechana.blog/2019/03/13/silver-skies-characters-franz-paula-wilhelm-myers-briggs/


Silver Skies Characters Keane Horton & Rachel Ben Habakkuk (Myers-Briggs): https://gabriellechana.blog/2019/03/13/silver-skies-characters-keane-horton-rachel-ben-habbakuk-myers-briggs/

 

Oliver Stone’s Putin Interviews

Oliver Stone’s Putin Interviews gives you a more objective assessment of Vladimir Putin, than you will get from mainstream Western news. I no longer support Donald Trump because he has turned into a war hawk for Loree McBride’s Deep State. Loree is still mad at Trump because he won’t worship her, but she is probably less mad at him now that Putin has withdrawn from the INF Treaty. Nevertheless, I support Putin over Trump any day.

https://www.bitchute.com/video/BGvkjJZCdgLo/

Lauren Sapala: A Great Writer to Watch!

I am a very finicky reader and I’ve finally found a live writer whose writing mesmerizes me. If you are a writer, and you learn from this gal, you will learn something to make your writing better. Check out her YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbIgxdCKNuaIxAV31Eg_DUw/videos

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